this post is best read accompanied by non diegetic sound - you can try pink floyd.
first of, it's not that i haven't been writing, or haven't been productive, on the contrary, i have been super productive. our production house is up and running - our first tele is out with close to 700 thousand viewership excluding online, my screenplay has been approved of funding - to be shot next year and Projek Disko Baldi is going on air next year as well - all this while i still enjoy my day job in the financial market. so for those who are still asking why am i not in this full time, i hope that answers your question.
secondly, just a mental note to myself, say something because you have something to say not because you have to say something. similarly to writing, only write what matters because your writing alone doesn't matter much.
catch you soon.