so for this year's raya im going for a cyan coloured cotton baju melayu with habib jewel big bling bling buttons. one thing i love most about raya is the smorgasbord of food - oh two things actually - family get together and... oh there is one more, oh yea, mercun. im fascinated by how mercun can kill small animals. watching them explode or implode is truly amazing stuff. to enhance my post visually, here is a photo mine. i wish i could post photos of dead small animals but i don't have them right now. maybe i will post it later.
so about my baju melayu, its usually cotton and its pretty simple. i don’t like anything too fancy because i’ll be wearing it for the rest of the day so I need to be comfortable and then cotton, is good to handle heat. i do expect to stuff my face that day and perhaps make out whenever i can, so i need something comfortable.
shit. if i were to write stuff like this, i will be updating my blog every hour. fuck. that's a lot of work.
anyway. what i really wanted to talk about is indifference. and why indifference is always more painful than hate. or love for that matter. it could be explained by heisenberg's uncertainty principle. it states that precise inequalities that certain pairs of physical properties, such as position and momentum, cannot be simultaneously known to arbitrarily high precision. why, imagine a coin with one side being speed, the other being position, you could only see one side for each coin toss.
same goes to love and hate. they are essentially two sides of the same coin. so for every flip of a coin you'll see a side. if a coin were to 'get stuck' in the middle during a flip then the coin has yet to decide.
indifference on the other hand - means there is no coin. which means if you were to be indifferent to my ideas... your thought about me with regards to love or hate will be nothing. its as if you and me never exist in the same space - like that coin.
indifference. there is no coin.
selamat hari raya. and i maafkan you all yang tak indifferent towards me. cheers.